It's funny how some people can consume so much of you. You start the day right, all bright and sunshiny. And then something happens which turns everything into disarray. You start out angry and raring to take revenge and fight back. Then you begin to doubt yourself. Until finally, you get tired. You lose all of your energy. You just want to go home. Stay in bed and in the comforting arms of your husband. With no care in the world. It's tiring to go through this often. It stresses you out then it leaves you worn out. And in all likelihood, it did not affect the "evil" party one bit. So you lose. And soon, you'll find yourself literally and figuratively sick and tired of the whole thing. I'm often faulted for yearning for perfection. I would admit that yes, to a certain extent, I long for perfection. I want things to go as planned. And sometimes, it breaks me when they don't. But don't worry. I don't dwell on things so I'm not susceptible to ...