It's funny how some people can consume so much of you. You start the day right, all bright and sunshiny. And then something happens which turns everything into disarray. You start out angry and raring to take revenge and fight back. Then you begin to doubt yourself. Until finally, you get tired. You lose all of your energy. You just want to go home. Stay in bed and in the comforting arms of your husband. With no care in the world.
It's tiring to go through this often. It stresses you out then it leaves you worn out. And in all likelihood, it did not affect the "evil" party one bit. So you lose. And soon, you'll find yourself literally and figuratively sick and tired of the whole thing.
I'm often faulted for yearning for perfection. I would admit that yes, to a certain extent, I long for perfection. I want things to go as planned. And sometimes, it breaks me when they don't. But don't worry. I don't dwell on things so I'm not susceptible to clinical depression or something like that.
My husband must be tired of listening to me rant about the same things over and over again. I try so hard to keep him out of this. But I'm only human. There are times when I fail and I can't keep things to myself. I hope he won't get tired of hearing me out.
Generally, I'm a nice person. But sometimes some people push me to the edge. I would just like to think of my present job as a good training ground to toughen me up. I used to think of myself as a push over. At least now, I've grown some spine, fangs, etc.
I'm just grateful to have a supportive family and husband.
Let me share with you one nice song, As Told by Ginger's theme sang by Macy Gray...
Someone once told me the grass is much greener
On the other side
And I paid a visit
well, it's possible I missed it
It seemed different, yet exactly the same (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Til further notice (til further notice)
I'm in-between (i'm in between)
From where I'm standing (from where in standing)
My grass is green
Someone once told me the grass is much greener
On the other side
It's tiring to go through this often. It stresses you out then it leaves you worn out. And in all likelihood, it did not affect the "evil" party one bit. So you lose. And soon, you'll find yourself literally and figuratively sick and tired of the whole thing.
I'm often faulted for yearning for perfection. I would admit that yes, to a certain extent, I long for perfection. I want things to go as planned. And sometimes, it breaks me when they don't. But don't worry. I don't dwell on things so I'm not susceptible to clinical depression or something like that.
My husband must be tired of listening to me rant about the same things over and over again. I try so hard to keep him out of this. But I'm only human. There are times when I fail and I can't keep things to myself. I hope he won't get tired of hearing me out.
Generally, I'm a nice person. But sometimes some people push me to the edge. I would just like to think of my present job as a good training ground to toughen me up. I used to think of myself as a push over. At least now, I've grown some spine, fangs, etc.
I'm just grateful to have a supportive family and husband.
Let me share with you one nice song, As Told by Ginger's theme sang by Macy Gray...
Someone once told me the grass is much greener
On the other side
And I paid a visit
well, it's possible I missed it
It seemed different, yet exactly the same (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Til further notice (til further notice)
I'm in-between (i'm in between)
From where I'm standing (from where in standing)
My grass is green
Someone once told me the grass is much greener
On the other side
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